I am in the betwixt and between of new beginnings and letting go of what's holding me back. I am back to a full schedule with clients along with planning travels to meet clients in other areas for private gatherings. I have been processing a lot of emotions as I have to allow a lot of time for rest as I move into my journey. I don't have to push, my energy is calling me to surrender to the present by reaching within my heart. When I opened my heart space anger jumped out. I asked what it was here to show me and the answer was I was calling my emotion by the wrong name, the right name was grief. A grief of all the times I allowed others opinions, energy or actions to tell me I was not enough or times I was holding myself back.
I am in a letting go space of all the ways I have been held back when the journey calls to merge with the light and dark with full acceptance. A calling to trust as they are both necessary and present for my healing. I am accepting that I will not seek separation out of fear or lack. That would create just that, fear and separation and lack. I need to feel what is rising to heal so I can free my heart and move forward. Lighten my load and take a leap and go, I need to take the wheel and drive the car. Plan my journey with the best of intentions. May your soul be charting your best intentions as well. Know it is so good to connect with you all.
April
The new needs birthing. Embrace this mysterious adventure. April will be resonating with the 10 energy for the month. the 10 energy flows with letting the wheel turn to release and bring the change needed. You may resist and try to hang on, just know when it turns it will release you from patterns that need to go. It will ignite change and bring in energy from the “The Fool”, card of the tarot. along with the Magician card. What will you create? Allow patterns that need to go arise. Let them arrive so you can see them and start your journey with courage and faith that who you were born to be is divine and the path you are on will rise up to meet you if you allow it.
A new cycle. We grow in new directions and directions can take many turns. This moon brought in energy by Messenger Mercury and deep healing Chiron. Our wounds are surfacing to be held and honored. Aries energy offers us the courage and action we need to hold space in all the ways required of us.
This last week has been deeply profound, triggering a deeper awareness of the truth of the situation, clarifying the necessary. You may feel a little stern or notice this in others. What you value, what you love and desire may trigger you to older stories of what you feel you deserve. Grief over times when needs were not met. Wounds rise up to heal and grief, can be lifted out and questioned. What effort and commitment will you respond to. It is a call to ask your inner soul for a sit down, It is serious work. Offer yourself grace, truth and compassion. You are worth asking what your wounds have brought to the surface to heal and reveal. Your elixir of truth is available, stay compassionate for the complicated turns and curves in your journey.
It's not always easy to do the necessary feeling to clear the past pains. It is intense with all these planets huddled around Chiron. Healing is our obligation. This New Moon ushered in an energy that calls us to action.
You may feel you are playing tug of war with the Warrior energy aligned now. One is do it and do not think about it. The other is wait, consider things carefully. It can cause friction in your emotions. Sit with it, this is not the time to abandon yourself. You need to lean into what is needed to grow to make the most of this energy. Have compassion, for yourself and others. We can care without carrying.
May you be the person you came here to be
Love and Hugs
Pamela Annette
I am in a letting go space of all the ways I have been held back when the journey calls to merge with the light and dark with full acceptance. A calling to trust as they are both necessary and present for my healing. I am accepting that I will not seek separation out of fear or lack. That would create just that, fear and separation and lack. I need to feel what is rising to heal so I can free my heart and move forward. Lighten my load and take a leap and go, I need to take the wheel and drive the car. Plan my journey with the best of intentions. May your soul be charting your best intentions as well. Know it is so good to connect with you all.
April
The new needs birthing. Embrace this mysterious adventure. April will be resonating with the 10 energy for the month. the 10 energy flows with letting the wheel turn to release and bring the change needed. You may resist and try to hang on, just know when it turns it will release you from patterns that need to go. It will ignite change and bring in energy from the “The Fool”, card of the tarot. along with the Magician card. What will you create? Allow patterns that need to go arise. Let them arrive so you can see them and start your journey with courage and faith that who you were born to be is divine and the path you are on will rise up to meet you if you allow it.
- What hurts are surfacing?
- How can you be more there for yourself?
- Where do you need to use your courage?
- Are you ready to release the past ?
- What is asking to be born now?
A new cycle. We grow in new directions and directions can take many turns. This moon brought in energy by Messenger Mercury and deep healing Chiron. Our wounds are surfacing to be held and honored. Aries energy offers us the courage and action we need to hold space in all the ways required of us.
This last week has been deeply profound, triggering a deeper awareness of the truth of the situation, clarifying the necessary. You may feel a little stern or notice this in others. What you value, what you love and desire may trigger you to older stories of what you feel you deserve. Grief over times when needs were not met. Wounds rise up to heal and grief, can be lifted out and questioned. What effort and commitment will you respond to. It is a call to ask your inner soul for a sit down, It is serious work. Offer yourself grace, truth and compassion. You are worth asking what your wounds have brought to the surface to heal and reveal. Your elixir of truth is available, stay compassionate for the complicated turns and curves in your journey.
It's not always easy to do the necessary feeling to clear the past pains. It is intense with all these planets huddled around Chiron. Healing is our obligation. This New Moon ushered in an energy that calls us to action.
You may feel you are playing tug of war with the Warrior energy aligned now. One is do it and do not think about it. The other is wait, consider things carefully. It can cause friction in your emotions. Sit with it, this is not the time to abandon yourself. You need to lean into what is needed to grow to make the most of this energy. Have compassion, for yourself and others. We can care without carrying.
May you be the person you came here to be
Love and Hugs
Pamela Annette